Ryan Anthony Szafranski
1990 - 2020
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, April 19, 2024
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Thank you … I appreciate them all!!
Especially, the message on Easter !
I love you with all my heart and soul !
Miss you dearly
Xo
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Sunday, March 31, 2024
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Happy Easter, much-missed Nephew. I think we're all thinking of you just a little bit extra today, like all holidays and anniversaries. Your absence is further felt, but I know you're watching over us. Love you.
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Mom lit a candle
Sunday, March 31, 2024
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Auntie April & Uncle Scott posted a symbolic gesture
Sunday, March 24, 2024
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We love and miss ya <3<3<3<3
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Mom lit a candle
Sunday, March 10, 2024
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Friday, February 23, 2024
Just thinking of you. Someone said something today that reminded me of an inside joke we had. I love you, Fry.
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Madre posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 14, 2024
Happy Valentine’s Day Ryan,
Sending my love to the Heavens above
Love and miss ❤️
Xo
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Thursday, February 1, 2024
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Happy Heavenly Birthday, Ry-Ry. You'd be 34 now, the very age I was when you ascended to the skies. Love you so very much, and wish you were here. I remember so many birthday parties of yours as a kid, and as an adult how grateful you were for little gifts (ecstatic about a little shaving kit haha). I like to think you'll be having a wonderful celebration with departed loved ones and pals and don't want to see any of us sad, but it is such a bittersweet day. A blessed day because you were born, a sorrowful day because you're no longer with us. But you'll always be with us in our hearts.
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Auntie April Uncle Scott &family posted a symbolic gesture
Thursday, February 1, 2024
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Happy Heavenly Birthday Ry….Your loved and missed beyond words.Today is your special day. We love you Ryan xxooxxooxxoo
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, January 31, 2024
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Happy Birthday my son …
I miss you & I love you with all my heart and soul
Xoxo
Momma
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, January 17, 2024
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Thinking of you. Was just thinking how fun it would be to go ice fishing with you! We never did, but since I've gotten into it, it always occurs to me how much you would've enjoyed it-music, nature, brews, laughs, hopefully fish! You are never far from my (or so many others') mind. I love you much.
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Monday, December 25, 2023
Merry Christmas in Heaven, my boy. I really, really hope you are having a lovely time up there with Grandma, Haley, our uncles, and other friends and family-and now, Aunt Debbie...imagining that helps keep me content when you all can't be here with us...I love you so very much. We all miss you beyond deeply.
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April & Family posted a symbolic gesture
Monday, December 25, 2023
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Merry Christmas Rye
We love and miss you xxoo
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Auntie April -Uncle Scott- Sammi & Nick posted a symbolic gesture
Sunday, December 24, 2023
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Merry Christmas in heaven Rye…Sending you a hug and a kiss..We love you <3<3<3<3
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, November 23, 2023
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Wednesday, November 22, 2023
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My Dear Nephew, I'm sending this the day before Thanksgiving so it may or may not be published before the actual holiday, but I was reminiscing and thought I'd send a little note (I will always strongly feel these messages somehow get to you). Just wanted to tell you how thankful I was, am, and will forever be for the time we had with one another. It will never be enough for any of us, but just the same, there is some gratitude there. Love you as always, miss you infinitely. Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven.
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Auntie April & Uncle Scott & cousins uploaded photo(s)
Tuesday, October 31, 2023
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Happy Halloween. SO many great memories with you. WE LOVE YOU to the moon and back ..
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Friday, September 29, 2023
I don't know why, but it just popped in my head how much you loved (were obsessed with?!) bbq chips haha! The little things...love you so, so, so much, and miss you as ever. XOXO
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Demetrius Family lit a candle
Monday, September 18, 2023
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<3
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Auntie April posted a symbolic gesture
Saturday, August 26, 2023
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Ryan I can’t stop laughing. First my cell then my sparkler..I known it’s a sign from you<3 watch over anll that loved you .. And I love you to the moon and back.
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Auntie April and family lit a candle
Tuesday, August 1, 2023
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That’s old from ur bday. Not sure why that went up. LOL. Ryan I wish you were able to meet nicks girls. They are sweet and would love you to pieces. Watch over your mom & babies , I know how very much they love you..I always think about me coming home from dinner with uncle Scott and you were here with your mom Trisha and ALL ur precious kids. I couldn’t stop crying. You have a special place in my heart and your loved beyond words..TODAY and everyday. Fly high Xo
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Tuesday, August 1, 2023
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August 1st will forevermore be the worst day of the year. Other days of the year, i'm often able to finally allow the joy of good memories overwhelm the grief. I just pray that you may now have the peace that frequently evaded you in life. It's been said that those who live in ourhearts and minds can never be truly gone, and I can agree with that-but life will never be the same without you physically here! You are still so loved and missed, as you will be always and forever. Today I mourn you, but I'm gonna try REEEEEEALLLLY hard to also find the space to smile and celebrate you.
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Auntie April & Uncle Scott & Family posted a symbolic gesture
Tuesday, August 1, 2023
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Happy Birthday Ryan <3
With Love Demetrius Family xoxox
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Mom lit a candle
Tuesday, August 1, 2023
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Dear Rye,
I cry for the future you never got to have …
I miss and love you with every beat of my broken heart .
Love,
Momma
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Auntie April & Uncle Scott posted a symbolic gesture
Thursday, July 6, 2023
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Thinking of you- always Love you
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, June 24, 2023
Redundant, but never-the-less true, thinking of you and missing you. Til we all meet again.
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Mom lit a candle
Monday, June 5, 2023
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, May 18, 2023
Hi, Fry, just thinking of you. On some of the nicer days of the year, I reminisce about all the walks/hikes we used to do and the conversations we used to have on them. Or that awesome time not all that long ago when we went out on the sea doo on Cedar Lake. What a fun day! Miss those times. Miss you.
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, May 12, 2023
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Hey baby ,
Just remembering special memories of you …
You are loved and missed
Xo
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Mom lit a candle
Saturday, April 29, 2023
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Hey Rye ,
Missing you extra heavy lately….
Some days it’s just like that ..
your death changed me . The grief has changed me . The pain, saddens and rage has changed me . The trauma and shock changed me . I am no longer who I once was . As the days go by more complex layers of grief continually come alive . Cruel reality is that in order to keep carrying this , yo keep functioning , there is a constant learning curve . There will be no more “Normal”!! Normal died with you !
I love and miss you with every beat of my broken heart
Love you
Love Mom
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Sunday, April 9, 2023
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The picture is of a basket of yarn, but if you squint, it looks like an Easter egg basket! So, on that note, Happy Easter, nephew. We all wish you were here with us, Ryan. Always know how loved you are and remarkably missed.
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Auntie April & Uncle Scott lit a candle
Sunday, April 9, 2023
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Happy Easter .We love you
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, March 23, 2023
I walk by one of your pictures multiple times a day, speak to IT, speak to the SKY, just speak to you in general wherever I may be if the desire occurs. This love will always remain after this loss. You, both your life and the mortal losing of you, shaped and will shape so many lives forever...all my pedantic stuff aside, the basic principle is I miss you. So very much. Love you lots.
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<3 lit a candle
Friday, March 3, 2023
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<3 posted a symbolic gesture
Thursday, March 2, 2023
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<3 <3<3<3
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Monday, February 20, 2023
Just was thinking...33...weird...love you, angel...
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, February 1, 2023
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Happy Heavenly Birthday, Ryan. It'll always be one of my first-and best-memories, when you were born and I first got to see you. You were my baby doll! It's hard today, but a blessing of a day as well. You are loved and missed so very much.
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, February 1, 2023
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Happy Birthday In Heaven Baby
I’m so thankful for the memories….
I love and miss you so very much
Xoxo
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Friday, January 20, 2023
Missing you very much, and I know your mama is, too! Love ya.
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, January 5, 2023
I thought of you on New Year's, and was gonna post, but it was frankly too difficult. I thought of the fact that we spoke on theNew Year's Eve/New Year's before your passing and how that's no longer a possibility-except for to the wind and to the stars as I have since that devastating day you left us. I thought of the fact a new year brings even further time elapsed since we all last saw you, laughed with you, argued with you (haha), hugged you. Your birthday will be soon. While i'll always be grateful for your birth and the time spent with us here on earth, now when Feb. 1st looms, I feel a gut-wrenching sadness. Somedays I'm able to smile thinking of you, but these past few days, there's only been that grief that tends to pop up sort of out of the blue. For many of us, this emptiness will always remain. You meant that much to so many. And still do. I hope you realize that now if you didn't before. So, with bittersweet memories and always a boatload of my love, i wish you a Happy New Year.
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Demetrius Family posted a symbolic gesture
Sunday, January 1, 2023
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Sunday, December 25, 2022
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Merry Heavenly Christmas, nephew. Very much wish you were down here with us to celebrate. Love you.
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Auntie April & Uncle Scott posted a symbolic gesture
Sunday, December 25, 2022
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Merry Christmas in heaven. You’re loved and thought about …<3
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Mom lit a candle
Sunday, December 25, 2022
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Merry Christmas in Heaven Ryan
We love and miss you very much
Xo
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, December 21, 2022
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We love and miss you so very much
Xo
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, December 1, 2022
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I miss you son and love you so very much
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Thursday, November 24, 2022
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Happy Thanksgiving, Ryan. We'll always be saddened you're not here with us, but we will always be thankful for the time we DID get to share with you. Love you, nephew.
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, November 24, 2022
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Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven Rye
Miss and Love you very much
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 22, 2022
It's getting to be that holiday season again where your lack of presence is perhaps even more strongly felt than other times of year. About 4 years ago, you celebrated Thanksgiving at my house-one of the best, most entertaining holiday times of my adult life! I miss your sense of humor, and just you in general. Always will. Love you much, Fry.
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Mom lit a candle
Monday, October 31, 2022
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Hey baby
Like I said before… grief comes in waves. Went grocery shopping and walking by all the hot sauces , 100% pain hot sauce lol. I broke down and cried ,it’s those little moments of memories that are heartbreaking reminders you aren’t here anymore. Just no the same without you kiddo
Love and miss you so very much
Xo
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 18, 2022
Just always...missing you, my nephew. I go about my business, simply opening my front door, closing a curtain, and I think of you. You are so loved. Thank God you existed, and Fry-you'll CONTINUE to be loved, remembered. frustrating, fun, obstinate, ragey, and splendid...in our hearts forever. I love you.
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Mom lit a candle
Saturday, October 1, 2022
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Sunday, September 18, 2022
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, September 1, 2022
Thinking of you, Fry. I miss you a gazillion tons! This actuality will never not devastate me, and I will live with a figurative hole in my heart for the rest of my life. Love you so much.
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, August 25, 2022
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My Angel
Miss you ..
love you
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Mom & Gianna lit a candle
Tuesday, August 9, 2022
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Love Never Dies
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<3 lit a candle
Monday, August 1, 2022
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Monday, August 1, 2022
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I can't believe it's been 2 years. The further it is from the last time I saw you, the harder it actually gets. Time doesn't heal a thing, it just makes the grief feel a little less acute, because it officially becomes a part of you. There have been so many things in these last two years that made me think of you, and so much I have wanted to share with you. I've heard some hilarious things that I know you'd appreciate, but I can no longer give you a quick call or text. Of course I still talk to you, but it's not really adequate...I love you so very much and miss you. Keep watch over us, and know how beloved you remain to so many.
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April Demetrius & Family posted a condolence
Monday, August 1, 2022
Sending you a hug to heaven. Xoxo
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Mom posted a condolence
Monday, August 1, 2022
Hey Ryan
Still cannot believe it…
Miss you love you with every beat of my broken heart
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, July 30, 2022
Looking through some pics of you. Still so alive to me, I can see both the humor and intensity in your eyes. The reality will always be surreal. Miss you beyond words and love you beyond expression.
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, July 27, 2022
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Dear Ryan
You are forever ALIVE in my heart
Love
Mom
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, July 15, 2022
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Hi baby
I miss you every single day of my life ..
Xo
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Friday, July 1, 2022
Thinking of you. The firsts of each month are still especially painful. Can't even imagine next month's. Forever missing you, forever loved so very much.
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Friday, July 1, 2022
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Sunday, June 19, 2022
Happy Father's Day, Fry! I miss you so much, but I can't imagine how much your babies do! Wish you were here for them, and I know you do, too. Love you forever.
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Mom lit a candle
Sunday, June 19, 2022
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Happy Fathers Day in Heaven !!
Love and miss you much
Xo
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Mom lit a candle
Tuesday, June 14, 2022
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Dearest Ryan ,
I desperately miss the sound of you calling my name !!
I love and miss you
Xo
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Mom lit a candle
Saturday, June 11, 2022
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Ryan
Today it was a Simpsons episode…
Love and miss you so very much
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, June 1, 2022
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I love you my Angel
Xoxo
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Friday, May 27, 2022
Hi, Freihoffer. Thinking of you. Been hearing your voice/laugh in my head a lot recently-it's both comforting and saddening somehow...love you much...
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, May 26, 2022
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Hey Rye
Just going down memory lane again
And gosh wish I could hear you see you hug you right now
Im very thankful for the memories with you
I love you with all my heart and soul
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<3 posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, May 18, 2022
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Mom lit a candle
Tuesday, May 17, 2022
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Hey Rye
Just thinking of you like always …
I know you know
I love you with all my heart and soul baby
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, April 28, 2022
Missing you a little more than usual today, for whatever reason. Maybe because it's basically Spring, flowers are starting to bloom, all this life and rejuvenation in contrast to the fact that you're not here with us. I so very much wish you were! Sadly, I know you sometimes didn't know or feel how loved you were in life, but I have no doubt you realize now. Flaws and all, you were (and ARE) loved beyond words...
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, April 21, 2022
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Hey Rye ,
Just thinking about you once again..
My heart and soul are very sad but I’m really trying to go about putting that I’m good face on …
I thank God I have all the memories of you close to my heart.
We all love and miss you so very much
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Sunday, April 17, 2022
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Happy Easter in Heaven, my nephew. Love you.
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, April 13, 2022
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I miss you son
I love you so very much
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Wednesday, March 30, 2022
I put this quote on Haley's page today for her birthday, but it also applies to how I feel regarding YOU no longer being with us (in mortal form) and my feelings on it. You can make fun of me in Heaven, cuz it's a Meryl Streep quote haha, but the sentiment is there: "I didn't get over it. I don't want to get over it. No matter what you do, the pain is always there in some recess of your mind, and it affects everything that happens afterwards. I think you can assimilate the pain and go on without making an obsession of it."
I have been obsessed with your passing at times (many times, many months), it's only natural for a grief like this to be all-consuming. I do, however, feel like I've grown more adapted to this messed up reality-even though I will never, ever get over it. I love you, and you are so very often in my thoughts.
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<3 lit a candle
Thursday, March 24, 2022
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, March 12, 2022
Love you. Wish I was hanging out with you now, laughing at our ridiculous inside jokes ("Baby Dan-Dan," "Hey, Chuday," " No
more excuses-just turn around and eat your beans!", "Do-Ricket," "Strauss," Pavel's s- van, etc., etc.). Miss that so much, and your laugh, and well, ALMOST everything! I'd even take the bad and multiply it, just to have you back here with us. CANNOT believe this sometimes. You and I were supposed to grow old together, into curmudgeonly sibling-like elderly! Miss you, and, obviously, thinking of you.
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, March 9, 2022
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Hi baby
Some days I just sit and remember…
I love and miss you with all my heart and soul
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Mom lit a candle
Tuesday, March 1, 2022
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Hey Rye,
Love you past the moon
Miss you past the stars
Love ,
Mom
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Monday, February 28, 2022
No big surprise here-THINKING OF YOU AND MISSING YOU BEYOND WORDS!!! This cloak of grief manifests in different ways, but is ever-present. I am better at thinking of the good times with a smile rather than just heartbreak, but my heart has the emptiness just the same. Love you, Freihoffer.
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Monday, February 14, 2022
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Happy Valentines Day Rye-Rye
We miss and love you very much
Xoxoxo
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, February 12, 2022
Kinda echoing your mom's last entry, I'm not doing okay either. I look at your pictures, especially this picture and this page in general, and it's like "what the heck?! this is not real." I truly still cannot believe it. I miss you so very much. I pray, pray, pray that we all will actually be reunited someday. Love you, Ryan.
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Mom posted a condolence
Wednesday, February 9, 2022
Hey baby
Today , I’m not ok .. I’m all over the place with emotions.
I can’t even say I want one last hug or goodbye
I just want you here with us … the way it’s supposed to be
Just love and miss you so much
Love
Momma
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 1, 2022
Never easy, these 1st of the months. 32 years ago, you came into this world. Never would've imagined that 30 short years in you'd become an angel. Ryan, you have grayed me (so to speak) before my time, both in this life and because you're now venturing elsewhere...but i would not change it for a second. Except to hug you and tell you I love you more. Happy Birthday, my Freihofferloaf. You sincerely are always in my thoughts. Love you, love you, love you.
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Monday, January 31, 2022
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Happy birthday Ryan <3
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Monday, January 31, 2022
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Happy Birthday in Heaven my baby boy !!
I hope you are celebrating with all of our loved ones and especially Grandma … As always I wish you were here to even as an adult I’d still give you birthday spanking and a pinch to grow an inch … lol yes thank Grandma Sue for that one … I just still can’t believe you are not here and I can’t be with you 9:28 am 2/01/90 the day you came into my life and changed all
Greatly missed and never forgotten
I love you with every beat of my heart
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Mom posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 25, 2022
Hi baby
I just wanted to say .. you are the most beautiful memory locked inside my heart ♥️
I love and miss you so very much
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, January 6, 2022
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Hi Baby
Just sitting here thinking about you again!!
Some happy moments and then I remember..I know I can’t call / text you to relive that funny moment … then the lonely sad moments for me begin again.
I love you with all my heart and soul and miss you dearly
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, January 1, 2022
So begins another year without you. Time actually makes it harder in some ways. Miss you and love you now and always.
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Mom lit a candle
Saturday, January 1, 2022
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Happy NewYears Rye
What I wouldn’t give to have you back !!!!
I love and miss you so very much!!
Xo
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Friday, December 31, 2021
A new year soon...life goes on, and...it doesn't. I remember talking to both you and Pete on New Year's Eve when 2020 was ringing in, and now you're both not here with us...miss you like you can't believe. Always my nephew-biologically, always my son in a way-the baby wipes, etc.! Always my disruptive pain in the a** -trying to keep it honest haha. Always my friend and brother in so many ways one could not possibly list here...Josey "Giuseppe" put on one of our favorite songs to dance like fools to yesterday and it made me laugh/happy/sad...never real...love you forever...we can't always take it, it seems, despite knowing you'd want different from us...another year welcomes the chance for improvement, but also gives the reality of another year without you...not gonna say happy new year in heaven personally, cuz duh, but I know you hear/see us. Miss you, Fry.
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Sunday, December 26, 2021
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Merry belated Xmas, Fry-Guy. What we would all give to have you here with us...miss you so much. Love you.
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Saturday, December 25, 2021
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Merry Christmas Ryan
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Mom lit a candle
Saturday, December 25, 2021
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Merry Christmas in Heaven baby
Love and miss you
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, December 22, 2021
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Hi baby
Christmas is almost here and another one without your presence to entertain us with your humor and just being yiu .
I miss my baby boy eating my food I slaved over for hours just to have you pour hot sauce all over my food . I’m just missing you so much .. I love you
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 15, 2021
You hopefully know this, as I feel you are around and watch over us, but I talked to your "In Loving Remembrance" picture this morning. Have felt pretty down lately, missing you and wishing you were here particularly as it's the holiday season. I remember how thankful you were when I got you that fancy male hygiene (bodywash, moisturizer, etc.) set a few years back! It wasn't that amazing, but your appreciation made me feel good. Wish you were here for more gifts, good food, good conversation and laughs, for us all to tell you how much you mean to us and how we've grieved your absence every single day, and to just hug you until you get embarrassed and are like, "okay, okay!" haha. Forever loved and never, ever, EVER forgotten. xo
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, December 3, 2021
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Ryan …
I love you ,until forever ….
❤️
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, November 25, 2021
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Happy Thanksgiving baby …
Love and miss you
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Mom posted a condolence
Friday, November 19, 2021
Rye,
I miss and love you so very much !!
There is no finish line to the kind of pain I feel
❤️
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Sunday, November 14, 2021
Just watched Dennis the Menace, it evoked so many memories for me! Anyone who doesn't know our history with that 90's gem would think that sounds lame, but you get it. I laughed through tears at some scenes. Made me think of one of the last voicemails you left me, which was simply you impersonating Christopher Lloyd's character with our favorite line. It made me laugh for weeks, I replayed it often. I so wish my cheesy phone didn't automatically erase voicemails longer than a month and that I still had it. I haven't forgotten your voice though, whether it's you being normal, silly, mad, sad, overjoyed, etc. But I miss it so much in person. Love you so much. This will never be fully real.
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, October 29, 2021
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Loving and missing you always
❤️
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, October 13, 2021
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Hi baby
Other day you’re baby sister knew you were thinking of her on her birthday you showed us a sign best birthday gift she said
Oh how I wish you were here to celebrate her day with us
I can’t express how much We all Miss and Love you so very much
I love you ❤️
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Friday, October 8, 2021
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Hi baby … it’s me again
Just want to say when someone mentions you’re name to me it’s like music to my soul … I love and miss you much
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Wednesday, October 6, 2021
Hey, Freihoffer-miss you like always! Things can seem a taaaaaad easier for a time, and then-BAM!-back to square one with my grief. I know it will always be this way, because I'll never stop missing you, loving you, remembering you, and pondering the what-ifs and "what-could-have-beens." Cannot believe it STILL. We were supposed to be each other's thorn in the side-though of course, always with lots of love!-into our elderly years haha!!! I know you are always with us, in some way, but it just will never be the same. I love you, nephew.
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, October 1, 2021
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Hey baby …
Today like everyday thinking of you and remembering you’re beautiful soul
I love and miss you so much
Xoxoxo
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, September 23, 2021
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Hi Rye , not a day goes by without reliving a memory of you..
I love you
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Mom posted a condolence
Friday, September 3, 2021
Ryan
You’re missed so much and loved !!
I miss all … even when I make your favorite meatballs and sausage I miss you pouring all the hot sauce on it !!
Xoxo
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, August 26, 2021
Hi, Fry-just a little jotting to let you know I love you and am thinking of you (as I do 100 times a day). I of course speak to you with these sentiments, but having it in type, perhaps foolishly, makes me somehow feel more confident in a message's delivery to you! My missing you never dwindles, sometimes it's even MORE intense. I've been upset with the higher power, but I'll be forever grateful that you are my nephew and the closely bonded relationship we got to forge.
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, August 20, 2021
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Hey Rye,
wishing I could hug you and tell you how much I love you ❤️
Love Mom
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Friday, August 20, 2021
If I (knock on wood) live to a ripe, old age, this reality will never in fact seem real. I think of your voice, your laugh, your gestures, and it somehow simultaneously comforts me and saddens me to my core. It can never be unsaid, even though it's all I can often say: "I miss you." Love you, nephew. Wish we had time for so many more memories, but I'd begrudgingly settle for one last hug, chuckle, anything...
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Mom lit a candle
Monday, August 2, 2021
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One year Anniversary Ryan
Although I’m still full of sadness
That you’re no longer here
Your influence still guides me
And I still feel you near
What we shared will never die
It lives within my heart
Bringing strength and comfort
While we are apart
Well all love you miss you much
Love Mom
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, July 30, 2021
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Hey baby..
Yet , again I wish I could be writing something joyous
I’m just not the same person I was before you’re passing . I’m lost at times … I am thankful for all the memories I have of you.
I keep you , Peter and family especially you’re Precious Babies always in my prayers !!! We all miss and love you very much
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Friday, July 23, 2021
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Hi baby,
I miss all about you so very much . I’m trying so hard to be so normal with everyday life . I think of good happy moments and wish I could hold you once again .
My mind is still having trouble wrapping itself around the fact that you’re gone !! Prayers for all and you and you’re beautiful children . I love you baby boy
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Thursday, July 8, 2021
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I sit at night thinking of you… missing you’re jokes and really mom seriously.. how I wish I could have all it all back . Good and bad times my baby boy .. I’ve been doing photo albums endlessly god I miss you terribly my heart aches I pray there is a happy paradise someday until will embrace again ..
forever in my heart
I love you .. xoxo
Momma
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, July 1, 2021
Another tragic "anniversary." Every day, knowing I can't just pick up the phone and call you, invite you over, etc., has it's difficulty. The 1st of each month (even February, actually) however are the most heartbreaking. I'm often still in disbelief, and I'm always still in grief. Love you so much. Thinking of you as always.
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, June 30, 2021
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Everyday my heart aches for you …
Missing and loving you so much
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Michelle lit a candle
Saturday, June 26, 2021
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Hey Rye.. been another week sleepless nights wish you were here !!!! Summer .. I miss Palmer Road nice bbq with the kids swim and then nice fire s’mores and stories you finally had courage to tell me about youth … funny how I never knew ..
How memories are made .. I promise to make more memories
really past week could use your humor .. miss all Ryan we all do
Life just isn’t the same baby
Love ,
Mom
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Sunday, June 20, 2021
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Happy Father's Day, Ry-Ry.
Whatever shortcomings you sometimes had, or obstacles you faced, it cannot be disputed that you loved your children more than anything. I know you are watching over them, as I feel you are with many of us. Can't overstate it: WISH YOU WERE HERE!!! Love you.
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Mom lit a candle
Sunday, June 20, 2021
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Happy Fathers Day Rye…
We all love and miss you
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Mom posted a condolence
Friday, June 4, 2021
Hey baby ..
Each time I have to type your name in it kills me
Just missing your jokes , your foodies creations , I just miss all about you , I’m trying to be stronger for your sister whom we love with all our hear and soul .. I just need to see you hug your embrace once again I’d never let you go!!! I love you so very much
Missing you every minute of my life
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Tuesday, June 1, 2021
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Miss my daily jokes , I miss my baby boy so much !!
You made my life funny
No matter what
I miss your goofiness
Xo
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Mom lit a candle
Monday, May 31, 2021
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Still can’t believe it
Missing and loving you so much
Xo
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, May 26, 2021
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Thinking of you
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Sunday, May 23, 2021
It was about a year ago that I saw you for one of the last times-it WAS the last time at my house. Josey and I were watching a movie in my room when all of a sudden, we hear something out of my back window-it was you! Although the circumstances we had discussed were hard ones on you (and me, too), I was happy you came over. I'm proud you thought of me enough to come to me about "that situation." That's the time Josey made a mess when your mom and I briefly left, and you helped him clean it before we got home-you were certainly "Giuseppe's" hero that day! Before you left, we said "love you" and hugged, but nary a day goes by that I don't think to myself, "God, I wish I hugged you longer and tighter that day." One just never knows, and it's a shame. Miss you, Freihoffer. Love you.
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, May 19, 2021
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A mother instinctively protects her child..
A grieving mother Instinctively will Protect her child’s memory !!
Wish I could turn back time
Gotta laugh at that phrase
Remember when you got sick of my Cher CD you got sick of that song
All little things remind me of you
I love you
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, May 19, 2021
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Hi baby,
Beautiful day outside today .... just missing you so very much!
I love you
Hugs and kisses in Heaven
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, May 15, 2021
I very often have tunnel vision, if you will, where I can only think about/feel MY sadness...Bella, Noah, Ryan meant more to you than anything...stepdaughter, too, really, fo sho...I know how much you wanted to see those babens grow (yeah, yeah, without the drama). I miss you, your weird lankiness yet strength, your laugh (genuine big one or the basic hahahaha). I know that you know how much I love you. Karma will inevitably come for those that...well, you know...
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ryan lit a candle
Wednesday, May 5, 2021
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hey its me ryans son ryan i have ben crying for half a year already i miss him so much the i cant stop thincking about him pray for the lost and noah and ella my brother a sister
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, May 1, 2021
Another 1st of the month, a miserable, devastating "anniversary." I know I should take comfort in the faith that you are now free from any anguish and you are with loved ones watching over us but, call me selfish: I just want you back here with us! The heartache remains strong, it just kinda mutates as more time elapses. Always in my thoughts. Love you (from Josey and A.J., too!)
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Nick lit a candle
Saturday, April 24, 2021
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, April 10, 2021
I feel, besides your mom and a friend or two (one that is sadly not with us anymore, either), I knew you better than anyone. I know the tough guy Ryan, I know the destructive, insulting Ryan. I know the call-ya-when-I-need-something Ryan. I know my hurting Ryan. More than all that, I know my loving, nature boy Ryan. Was thinking of you, you wanting to get away from "stuff," and how you told me you felt like that song by Keane was written for you. I wish I could have brought you back more frequently to those spots where you felt free, that you were you to just put your feet in the (albeit, icky) water and talk to me like not so old times. We could "hate" one another ("dear" haha), but I knew you, and I know just how much we loved each other, and really, needed one another. We never gave up on each other, and I see no reason to stop giving up on you now. Always, always in my thoughts.
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Thursday, April 1, 2021
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Played some of our favorite songs this morning-so glad you inherited some of my good taste in music haha! On this April Fools Day (and really, most every day), I wish this reality was a joke (albeit what a very cruel one it'd be). A nightmare we could awaken from. Believe it or not, I still actually wait for that to happen sometimes, though my sense knows otherwise. I hate the first of each month now (besides Feb. 1st of course, as that was the day we were fortunate enough to have you enter our lives). Wish I had a good joke for you, but you know I always sucked at them-unlike you! Miss your jokes, and general sense of humor. Love you.
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, March 31, 2021
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Hey baby,
Mixed , emotions.. April Fools .. lord knows what jokes you telling up there to all ! I know , they are Hilarious though
I miss , the what the bleep were you thinking pranks, but most of all your belly laughs right now ! Forever , loved and missed by all your family!
PS
Doesn’t get easier , not a moment in my day that I don’t remember or think of you .. was always us then along came G
I have pics , of your Easter baskets I did every year ,fun times and eggs with your babies creating memories in back yard I was so ocd back then now I just want all of them back we had some great times and some not that’s ok though we LOVED each other.
We’re human .. and God Forgives
Love you with all my heart and soul,
Momma
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, March 24, 2021
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I think of you every day of my life ... I wake up say Amen and thanks to our Lord and Savior. I’ve been ok past few weeks .. not having uncontrollable crying and or sadness .. because I know you wouldn’t want that . Went hiking with Gigi yesterday before work and we saw you everywhere, saw men walking and were like oh my goodness reminds me of Rye Rye .It isn’t you though.. I know your gait , your style walk and talk !
I just miss and love you so much .
I was going through pics and Gianna came across both your first baby shoes . I just lost it all at that moment just reminding me of when gma Sue drove us home with hazard lights on and people passed us .. precious cargo she said ! So many hopes and dreams for you . You were always good and faithful to those that deserved it and such a dedicated worker
I could go on .. I just want to say how proud I am of you . Yes, had our times but you always pulled through I wish you saw it also.
I love and miss you with all my heart and soul
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 23, 2021
You know I think of you several times a day, if only for a minute or so at a time. I've thought of you a lot longer "per sitting" today and the last couple of days...this warm, splendid weather has me reminiscing about Springs in the past: our walks (often at Dean Pond, Dearth Hill, or Lunden Pond at Peaked Mtn.), long talks along the way or upon finding a decent place to sit, and general bonding. I think you and I both always felt more hopeful once Spring arrived. I'm sorry and so saddened that you're not here to enjoy this one, in the typical sense. I miss you beyond words. Forever wishing you were here, even if you are potentially/hopefully somewhere where it's ALWAYS like a beautiful Spring day...love you.
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Gianna posted a symbolic gesture
Tuesday, March 16, 2021
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Miss you Ryan wishing you were here keep watching over up I love u
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Mom lit a candle
Saturday, March 13, 2021
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I know why you told me to always stay strong. You knew I would need the strength to bear your loss.
Funny , how one reflects back on life .
I can remember your words kiddo ..
I miss your face , you’re embrace , your voice and laughter
We all miss and love you so much
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Auntie Dani lit a candle
Wednesday, March 10, 2021
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Thinking of you, Freihoffer. Always in my thoughts, actually! Today my thoughts were primarily about our love for Dennis the Menace, Mrs. Doubtfire, and Aladdin! Or how you'd get annoyed because I always wanted to watch A Little Princess over and over again-perhaps the one movie we DIDN'T exactly share a love of growing up haha. Love you/forever in my heart (even though it'll now always feel like a piece is missing)...
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Monday, March 1, 2021
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Seven months ago, our lives irrevocably changed in one of the worst possible ways. Seven long months of heartbreak and heartache. Been looking at pictures of you today. They mostly just made me miss you more and cry yet again for your kids and all of us others, and for your lost promise-but some made me simply smile, for which I'm grateful. Love you, my nephew and pal.
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Mom posted a symbolic gesture
Sunday, February 28, 2021
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Ryan,
Love and miss you ....
❤️
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Tuesday, February 16, 2021
Wishing you were here-we all do. I could really use your conversation and general goofball-ness! Speaking to you helps, but as everyone knows, it's not the same-not even close. Miss you and love you so much.
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Michelle posted a symbolic gesture
Sunday, February 14, 2021
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Happy Valentines Day Rye
We love you !!
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Sammi & Ryder posted a symbolic gesture
Wednesday, February 10, 2021
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Nick lit a candle
Wednesday, February 10, 2021
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Mom lit a candle
Monday, February 8, 2021
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Everyone is afraid of dying,
Until you lose a child ,you gave all your heart and soul too,
Then at times , your afraid of living .
You know , I know baby
Love you much
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Mom lit a candle
Monday, February 8, 2021
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Hey honey ,
Just reflecting on silly things we did , while you were growing up .. Some of the most memorable times of my life ,some not .
That’s , what makes us human . Live , learn make mistakes do it again , it’s a choice sometimes..you and I always loved one another no matter what . Unfortunately, I can admit and paid for my sins .. always put you Gianna first at times but paid dearly to learn that’s not what life is about . It’s called a disease . I wasn’t perfect but love you both with every once of my heart and soul ! I don’t sugar coat
A lot , of people had significant others to support them you and Gianna had only me . We loved , we fought but bottom line you trusted me . We , grew up , together in sense
I’d never change that Ever !!
Funny how people think chapters in their lives are closed
Or nobody knows ... all comes out in the end .
Nobody’s perfect, but I wouldn’t be the in the healthy body
Mind set educated woman I am today unless I hadn’t had you both in my life . I made mistakes, I’m not perfect but now I’m a God fearing woman who has made it on her own always have .
You praised me , last time we saw each other and I will forever to strive to make it right for our next generations of family
I love you with all my heart and soul
Baby
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Uncle AJ Posted Feb 9, 2021 at 9:21 AM
Comma-coma aside, perfect. Ryan is OUR baby. I just have to laugh at the absurdity...someone wanting to antagonize...such is life...he IS that special, isn't he?! We know Fry for every 30 yrs. he had, we reserve the right to have the sapience. Besides you, me, Gi, his beloveds (kids), and a select few others-try again, and address your own.
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Wednesday, February 3, 2021
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Just looking at memories ...
Love this picture of you both ...
You already know ..
Love you always
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Uncle AJ posted a condolence
Monday, February 1, 2021
Always thinking about you buddy, you had that unique sense of humor where our inside joke would fly right over anyone else's head on the jobsite, so much so that it was impossible to let them in on the joke, and we all miss that. At least once a month I run into a repeat customer who asks about you, you made quite an impression on them because you worked like a demon and were very easy to get along with. I also talked to your old boss today about some tree work and he always says the same thing, "no one ever worked as hard as Ryan". You touched the lives of way more people than you know and are sorely missed for more reasons than I could possibly recite.
Miss you a ton- AJ. Dani says it's not cheesy to say if it's true, so, also, love you very much.
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Michelle lit a candle
Monday, February 1, 2021
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Izabella uploaded photo(s)
Monday, February 1, 2021
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I had myself convinced It would be millions of years before I had to sit through your birthday without you
I just wish you could be here
Happy birthday daddy
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Monday, February 1, 2021
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Here's a Dove, just like my annoying dog you got to meet, lucky you haha :)
The passage of time, 6 months, is scary. I've thought of you multiple times each day of these 6 months. That won't change. Have wanted to pick up the phone and talk to you about a thousand times, whether to vent, see how you are, see if you want me to pick you up to hang, share with you something funny I saw...that won't change. Hasn't really gotten easier. Doubt that'll change either...
Happy Heavenly Birthday, Fry. Always in our hearts.
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Monday, February 1, 2021
Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal, it's so unfair
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven is so far away
And it feels
Yeah, it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away
...I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could trade
I would
-"Gone Away," The Offspring
Well, already had about 2 "good" cries today at this point...I'm sure you're probably celebrating with Grandma and our other loved ones and friends up in the great beyond, and I hate for our tears down here to be a damper on your peace, but you know we can't help it! I don't think we've celebrated your birthday together in a few years, but we always texted. Last time, about how old we were getting! The irony there is saddening. You'll never grow old, young forever, and while some may say you are the lucky one, never to have to face the mental and physical challenges that generally come with age, I will never be convinced that this was right, or "your time." You had so much left to pursue, to get right, to oversee and love in your children...I'm gonna try my best to concentrate on all of our good times we at least WERE blessed to have, and focus on your mass of wonderful qualities today-forgive me if that's peppered with some of the usual frustration and pain experienced by missing you. Josiah "Giuseppe" sends hugs...Love you forever. Happy Birthday, and wish you were here. XO
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Michelle lit a candle
Sunday, January 31, 2021
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Happy Birthday in Heaven Rye!!
You are Loved
You are missed
You are Remembered
Xoxo
Mom
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I miss you ❤️
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Mom lit a candle
Friday, January 29, 2021
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Such, unbearable pain in my soul ...
So many hopes , dreams ...
I Love And Miss you so much baby !!
God Bless us All
Forever in my heart
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Tuesday, January 12, 2021
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Tuesday, January 12, 2021
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Saturday, January 2, 2021
Generally, I think the populace couldn't wait to say good riddance to the "dumpster fire" that had been 2020. I personally am a bit different in that, actually, I think our family would give almost anything to go BACKWARDS, to 2019 or early 2020, even if we had to relive the nightmare of a year all over again, even if we couldn't change your devastating "outcome." Just to be able to have our final hugs last a bit longer, to not hang up the phone on our last conversations quite as quickly, to tell you we love you again, and in detail why, and to hear you say it back...it's crazy to me that New Year's Eve last year, I had been on the phone, talking back and forth to you and Peter, and now look at the reality. Tragic. Heartbreaking. I know you "visit" us from time to time, I truly feel it, and while I appreciate it so much, gosh, do I just wish you were here-here!!! Years elapsing without you will always be tough, you'll forever be missed and loved, and we'll have to regrettably think about what could've been. Hopefully your mom and I, etc., can garner enough strength in the new year 2021 to honor you properly, the way you'd want us to: a little less tears (though there will ALWAYS be tears) and a bit more focusing on the good times and good traits of you, and looking back more frequently with smiles...
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Thursday, December 31, 2020
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Happy New Year Rye Rye
So thankful 2020 , is over!!
Wish you were here ...
Say hello , to all our other Angels
Xoxo
Mom
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Merry Christmas Fry Guy
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Michelle lit a candle
Thursday, December 24, 2020
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Rye , Rye,
First , Christmas in heaven, love and miss you tremendously baby !!!
Love Mom & Gigi
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Tuesday, December 22, 2020
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I wish that , I could love you back to life !!
I know, and you know !
Love you forever, baby
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, December 17, 2020
Love you, Freihoffer...miss you...besides the basics of the day and the caring of "Giuseppe," my mind circulates memories, your voice, you in general. I think of the mean things you'd say, the beautifully lovely things you would say and do to show me your love anyway, and, unfortunately, more so, what could have been. Winter sucks enough. Early 2020 sucked enough. I miss your calls-truly! They were connnnnnnnstant, they could be selfish, they could be bratty, they were more often than not sharing a funny memory and ending with an "I love you." I hate that you aren't "around." ...I love you.
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One of my favs ..
Forever in my heart and soul
Love ,
Mom
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 1, 2020
Everyday is difficult, but these first-of-the-months are possibly the worst...they really make me relive hearing Grandma's phone call on the morning of August 1st and the acute devastation we felt. Time goes by, but it does absolutely zero to heal the massive chunk missing in our hearts and souls, I doubt it ever will...today, without prompt, Josiah brought up that time this past May or June when you helped him clean up his "experiment" (bbq sauce, water, soap, and paper haha) that he spilled on my rug before Mich and I returned, and how thankful he was for that! You'll always be remembered and always missed.
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Mom lit a candle
Tuesday, December 1, 2020
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Still in disbelief...
It’s so unfair that the human heart can shatter into a million pieces , and yet we have to keep on breathing through it .
I love you and miss Ryan
Xoxo
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In Honor, of you Rye!!!
Your favorite hot sauces baby!!
I love you ❤️
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Mom lit a candle
Wednesday, November 25, 2020
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Making your favorite Golabki,not the same without you.
Not seeing you , hearing your voice this Thanksgiving is hard on us all.
We all miss ,love you oh so very much my baby boy!
I’m so unsure which pain is worse , the shock of what happened , or the ache that never will .
You are still so deeply loved and forever in our hearts .
Happy Thanksgiving
Say hi to great grandma and uncles and Pete
Rest In Peace
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Saturday, November 21, 2020
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Everybody always says "its gonna get easier with time" but it starts to hurt more and more every single day that I have to wake up and move on with my life knowing your not here, it feels wrong, there's just a constant feeling of guilt I can't get rid of and I hate it, it's the worst pain I've ever felt in my life and it's never ending, I wish you could just come home. I miss you so much
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Mimi Posted Nov 25, 2020 at 6:09 PM
Bella , he loved you oh so much baby . He’s want you to keep striving forward. It doesn’t get better baby you just need to learn to relive life but never forget the memories.
He loved you so...
Stay strong I love you
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Aunt Danielle Posted Nov 26, 2020 at 5:56 AM
I'm so sorry, sweetheart. It's so devastating, and no less upsetting than when it "happened" for any of us I think. Time doesn't heal or really make it easier, but somehow gives us the resilience to go on. Like Mimi said, he loved you so much-you really were/are his pride and joy! I know it feels like an impossibility, but more than anything, I know your dad wants your happiness. XO
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Monday, November 16, 2020
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Mom lit a candle
Saturday, November 14, 2020
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Rye Rye,
I just want to hear your voice ...
Mom , mommy ,mamma , ma ,mum , mummy, mumma
You made me always smile when you said that !!
Wish I could again...
Love and miss you much
Xo
Momma
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Bella posted a symbolic gesture
Friday, November 13, 2020
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Thursday, November 12, 2020
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Dani posted a condolence
Monday, November 9, 2020
Missing you, loving you, grieving for your children, mama, sister. We'll all meet again, I just know it. Your love for us has never muddled , the delivery and action often mightve,..but you loved. You loved. Loved us. Always are loved. Anyone that reads this, let us be lame/silly/him and listen to Walk Pantera in celebration of Fry (although he "evolved" and liked better songs eventually!) Mich! Love you.)
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Saturday, November 7, 2020
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Thursday, November 5, 2020
Someone really needs to give it a rest...love you. Miss you so much. It's Autumn-you're favorite. Always in our thoughts.
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Thursday, November 5, 2020
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Wednesday, November 4, 2020
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Mom lit a candle
Saturday, October 31, 2020
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I am forever changed....
You will not be forgotten .
Love you
Mom
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Friday, October 30, 2020
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Friday, October 30, 2020
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 27, 2020
Took me a bit, because as you know I'm not performative, but i do sometimes feel the need to have an entry, if only for posterity...Ryan, nearly 3 months. The 3 months are strange-it seems like a couple years ago, and then again a few weeks ago...I love you so much. I get sad seeing the 1990-2020 in such bold type. I get sad seeing your page commandeered/usurped...it's incredible to me, people coming out of the woodwork "as they say," both in how much your friendship meant to them, and those that embellish their relationship to you (ahem). There are (almost like a celebrity, Fry!) even those that want to be disturbing, mean-spirited, have "something" to "say" about who you were. You always knew who was genuine towards you, towards life, towards hoping for the best, and ill forever be humbled to be one you counted on and actually, TRULY confided in...we were so similar, no one has that, and only FAMILY can acknowledge the true traits of us all-fiery, compassionate, loving, flawed. It hurts me to listen to happy songs, sad songs, regular ole songs we always loved, from childhood to you being married (wow! I don't talk to you for a couple months, and you're married!), and other times, I welcome them...I wish, with every artery, blood cell, muscle, bone of my being that I could have erased your pain in this life. If you can, erase your mom's, Gi's, mine, etc. in this one...i hate having to miss you, but the countless time missing you, replaying your voice and better yet mannerisms in my head, ensure I will never forget you-as if there really was ever a question. I love you. God Bless You. Hug me again soon.
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Friday, October 23, 2020
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Thursday, October 15, 2020
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miss you so much
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Mom lit a candle
Thursday, October 8, 2020
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Ryan,
The scars of deep grief are indelible marks of even deeper love . It didn’t kill me, but something inside me died that day.
Forever missed
Love you ❤️
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Sammi lit a candle
Wednesday, October 7, 2020
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Wish heaven had visiting hours
We all love and miss you so very much
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Thursday, September 17, 2020
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Friday, September 11, 2020
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Ryan misses you Dad❤️
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Wednesday, September 2, 2020
August 2020, the longest month ever, the worst month ever. I still kinda wish it was in fact August, though, because the more time/months that may elapse, the longer it will have been since you were physically here with us. The grief mutates and evolves, even from hour-to-hour, but the hole in my heart remains. I'm glad we have always been so close-even if that meant we occasionally felt close and comfortable enough to fit the too-true cliche "we hurt the ones we love the most." Haha, looking back, most of the negative scenarios we went through were so frivolous they're almost funny now, hence our sibling-like relationship. We always came back together with love, thankfully, and lots and lots of humor! Very, very few people had such a shared history as we did, we grew up so interconnected...One always takes for granted that there will be more shared times, until there just aren't. "Yo, Chu-dayyyy," I love you and miss you!!!!!!!! Continue to signal to your mom, if you can. It's no replacement, but it helps.
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Rye Rye
“Missing you comes in waves ,
Tonight I’m drowning .”
Remembering , your beautiful face!
Love you baby
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Friday, August 28, 2020
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Danielle posted a condolence
Thursday, August 27, 2020
Even in your escape, you saw the performative bs, (right?!) Ugh, you:d tell me "Dani, they aren't bad people. they just pretend to be people they aren"t, but I love them."
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Auntie Dani posted a symbolic gesture
Saturday, August 22, 2020
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3 awful weeks and counting. A part of our hearts went with you, but our hearts remain full of our love for you. Miss you much, much, much! I try to be positive, because your pain is now gone, but ours certainly is not. I know you are with us, be it from up high or all around, and you can see the impact you had on us. How loved you are. I wish I could talk and laugh face-to-face with the mortal you, but I feel in my soul you hear me just the same...We'll never be the same. What was, what could have been. It's not fair, it's not right. I feel it wasn't your time. That may just be my selfish grieving, because I wholeheartedly believe you are now in a better place, a state of serenity, clarity, and love. I sense you in the breeze, in the twinkle of a particular star in the night's sky, and for that I try to be grateful...We love you, always and forever.
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So loved , baby bu all
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what I’m talking about , I still get cards I can’t open makes me dead inside .. I don’t feel alive anymore..
But looking at your pics brightens my day baby boy!!
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Missing you , Ryan sayin mom, mum , momma ,mommy
mother !
Not , a second in my day that I don’t miss you !!
My heart is so empty baby !
I love you, so much ! I pray , you are with great Grandmamma
And all !! They all loved you, so dearly !
You are the best
Love you with all my heart and soul
Momma
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Auntie Dani posted a condolence
Tuesday, August 18, 2020
Nothing new, it's at the very least an hourly thing, but I'm thinking of you and missing you. All the pictures on here are truly bittersweet, but nonetheless so glad to see them-SOME for the first time, MANY repeats, ALL of them I love.
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Your mom loves you SO much Ryan Anthony Szafranski ... requested post ...love Michelle Szafranski
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Momma , misses you more then anything!!
My baby boy!
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A.J. posted a condolence
Friday, August 14, 2020
Hey, buddy, this is unreal and depressing. You were wicked funny and a great worker. I'm proud that you considered me your uncle. I'm so sorry to the family, I know how understandably hard it's hitting your ma and Dani and everyone else. Even my customers are very saddened, they remember you, how much you paid attention to detail, good-natured personality...Wish you were here, but I know you're in greener pastures. We miss ya.
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Freihoffer-
I don't even know where to start...I talk with you and feel you are listening, but I felt a need to pen some thoughts, more personal than just the obituary I sadly had to write. Most I'll keep to myself, hold special in my heart, some surely I've forgotten (though I feel confident will pop into my memory here and there).
More than a week and a half later (how is that possible? How is this reality in itself possible?!), I'm still reeling, still a mess. I know in saying that, I also speak for others, like your mom, Mimi, etc. I just don't see how to move on from this, even just to operate on, like, 5 cylinders rather than these 2 or so I have been since you went to be with God and Great Grandma (give her and Haley big hugs for me!). I'm sad in a way that I have never experienced, and the hard truth distracts me, but I do want to celebrate you.
You were of course born a nephew to me. Even being merely 4 and a half, I remember that time well. I was so excited- it was as if you were gonna be MY baby, my new little baby doll. And as Mich know, I acted accordingly- annoyingly so! Ever since that day, you were and remained a bit like a surrogate child to me in my mind. Even with the difficult times we went through-but more so the good and profound times which luckily there were much more of-I am so honored that for 30 years you were (are) my nephew, my friend, and like a brother/cousin/son (with all the good and bad these relationships may entail) rolled into one. You were my greatest antagonist, you were also my most staunch defender. I will never forget all our inside jokes (I laugh to myself when I think of them, then break down when I realize we won't be saying them again "on this plane.). I will never forget our hugs and love yous. So thankful that even as an adult you weren't too macho to show your aunt affection! I'll cherish that. I won't forget all the positives that made you, you. Just wish, with everything within me, that we had another 30, 60 years to create more memories. I'd give almost anything for even one of our sibling-ish fights, or an inconvenient phone call from you in the middle of the night...I know how much you loved cousin Josiah (Giuseppe haha)-wish you were here to watch him grow...
I'll continue to talk to you, miss you, and love you forever.
I don't bid you to REST in peace, I hope you are actively having a great time wrapped in love, and listening for us when we speak out to you.
"you left me...incomplete" Cemetery Gates, Pantera
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Forever my best friend, my love, and a amazing father.
You did your best Ryan. We all love you. We will never forget the good times. We had a amazing 7 years together, ups and downs, but made through most. I hope you're at peace Ryan. I'm so sorry to the family as Ryan was a fun loving person with amazing work ethic and excellent ideas. All around so smart and so respectful to everyone. I'll hold our memories close to my heart. I'm going to miss jamming out to Rush, Pantera and guns and roses with you and all the other fun things.
Till we meet again.
To Heather. Sending my deepest condolences to you and your family.
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Heather and family, so sorry to learn of Ryan’s passing. He was a great guy and we’re honored to have known him. We’ll always remember his great sense of humor and his strong work ethics. Ryan was always very polite and was a super nice kid with a big heart. Our condolences, Jon And Erin Arello.
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I met Ryan at 9 months old and taught me how to be a dad and I grew up with him and learned to love laugh and cry and still be a man about it . I will love him my entire life and learn from him to raise my son Nate effectively and consistently and proudly that I will be the best dad ever because of him. Rest In Peace my dear son and I’m very happy I did leave my love and direction to follow Jesus Christ as your personal Savior in your life and I am sure you are in his loving arms today as this brings me my peace as I will miss you so dearly here on this earth. God bless everyone hurting and if I can help with the pain in anyway please reach out to me. Love you all!!
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I will miss ryan lots memories so sorry Michelle n holly n Eric rest of the family from lynette n brandan serrato rest in peace
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Always wonderful and helpful at Ryan Jr's Birthday party's. My condolences to all who loved him. He is free and with the ANGELS! R.I.P
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Heather and family. Sorry to hear about Ryan's passing my thoughts and prayers are with you all at this difficult time ...
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